OYES Feature: Maura Weston-Lee

OYES Feature: Maura Weston-Lee

Maura is the Fall 2022 Reserve Champion Award recipient (sponsored by the Pittsburgh Polo Club).

I originally got involved with riding the way most young girls do—through horse camp. At the time, I lived in Saskatchewan, and for a few glorious weeks every summer, I went to a sleep away camp and rode every day. We moved to the interior of BC when I was thirteen in order to be closer to the Children’s Hospital in Vancouver, and then to Vancouver Island after I graduated high school. Somewhere along the way, riding got left behind. 

When the pandemic hit, my physical and mental health went into a steady decline, until finally in May 2021 someone suggested therapeutic riding. It took less than five minutes for me to be completely obsessed. I knew immediately that I was meant to be back with horses. When I started, I was so weak I couldn’t trot for more than 30 seconds, and I would get home completely exhausted. Now, more than a year and a half later, I own my own horse (a sweet little quarter horse named Addie). She was the first horse I rode when I started lessons again. We really were meant to be. 

I spent the summer of 2022 showing very low level jumpers, but my new goal is to compete in dressage and potentially hunters by the summer. My very, very long term goal is to one day make it as a professional para-athlete in dressage. I am also hoping to start my own barn with my mother where I can produce horses and provide lessons for other disabled athletes.

Despite dedicating every possible second to riding and my horse, I’m not as far along in my career as I’d like to be. I am doing everything in my power to improve in and out of the saddle, but due to the unpredictable nature of my health issues, I have had to take long stretches away from training, which has set me back. However, even out of the saddle, I try to absorb as much as I can. I work at a dressage barn on Saturdays, and I have been taking courses on equine anatomy and business management through the University of Guelph. I also audit as many clinics as is feasible. 

The challenges I face and still work to overcome are threefold. One is my physical health. I have a very rare genetic disease called Autoimmune Polyendocrinopathy Type 1 that impacts all my major organs. It causes me to lose consciousness and go into a life-threatening state of shock when my body is stressed, and it has left me with long-term nerve and brain damage, most notably the loss of all feeling in my legs below the knee, and in my arms below the elbow. Other side effects of APS mean I cannot regulate my body temperature, heart rate, or produce important, life-sustaining hormones. My replacement hormones are severely immunosuppressive, which has posed a challenge in receiving safe training during recent waves. The medications I take also give me very brittle bones, to the point that I cracked my sternum while jumping (which is why I don’t do show jumping anymore) so I have to take extra precautions, such as wearing an airbag vest and body protector when riding. I am often exhausted and require more rest and sleep than the average person.

The second challenge is financial. I am the middle of four children, and in order to provide the medical care I need, my mother left her career to become a full-time care aid for me. I cannot work a “normal” job because of my health. It is also very important to me that my goals do not present any hardship to my younger siblings as they begin their studies at university, and therefore I pay for all my training independently. In order to pay board for my horse, my mother and I do barn chores at the facility where we board, and I lease Addie to my coach. I also sell small stuffed animals and fly bonnets to help with costs. 

Finally, my third challenge is logistical, although hardly unique. I am unable to drive because of my health, so my mother has to drive me to the barn—half an hour from home, with gas prices high and one car to split between her and my siblings, who both work and study full time. 

I have overcome these challenges, but not alone, and receiving this scholarship would both validate the effort so many people have put in to help me, proving that this is worth it for my future, and relieve a little of the pressure. 

OYES Feature: Holly Naraine

OYES Feature: Holly Naraine

Holly Naraine

Holly is the Fall 2022 OYES Scholarship recipient.

I was first introduced to riding when I was eight years old by my grandmother. She began taking lessons in her fifties and decided to take me for trail rides and western lessons when I was younger. When I was 12, my parents enrolled me in English lessons as a Christmas present. As a young, mixed-race horse girl, I never saw girls that looked like me in Young Riders magazine or at my barn in South-Central Ontario. Not looking like other young equestrians caused me to feel isolated in a community I so desperately wanted to belong to. The following decade saw a decline in my kinship with horses. I stopped riding, gained weight, and gave up on the idea of me ever being able to jump a course.

In February of 2021, I enrolled myself in lessons to help keep me occupied during the lockdowns that Ontario faced. I had to start from the basics: relearning how to tack up, how to trot, and check my diagonals. Throughout 2021, I continued lessons multiple times a week with hunter-jumper coaches and achieved my childhood goal of jumping a course. Last year, I set a goal to try out for my university’s equestrian team, and I am proud to announce that I am the first Black athlete on my team and competed in my first show last month (placing fifth O/F and seventh U/S). My next short-term goal is to place fourth O/F and sixth U/S. I am not striving to be perfect – I am aiming to be better than I was the last time I sat in the saddle. I would love to be able to purchase a project horse and turn him into an eventer. It is my dream to get involved in cross country and fox hunting.

My equestrian interests aside, I am a fifth-year student at Trent University pursuing an Honours Bachelor of Science in Psychology and Women’s Studies. My career goal is to become a sex and relationship therapist for racialized, 2SLGBTQ+, neurodivergent, and disabled folks. One day, I hope to offer equine facilitated psychotherapy to youth in foster care and survivors of sexual violence. I am in the process of applying to graduate school for a Master’s in Counseling Psychology. I am confident that I will be able to achieve my career goal, as I have extensive experience as a peer supporter at Trent, a crisis text line responder for Kids Help Phone, and working with youth in care.

While completing school, I work two jobs to support myself. Contrary to the stereotype, I am not a wealthy equestrian. I come from a hard working family, and although we are middle class, I try not to depend on my parents to fund my hobbies. I am thankful for the government assistance that I receive for my tuition as it allows me to allocate my income to rent, bills, groceries, and my passion for horses. As a student, who relies on government funding and works two jobs, I am unable to invest in my riding career to the same degree as my teammates; all of whom have been showing since they were children. Sometimes, I worry that I am not a valid equestrian because I can only afford to take lessons once a week and I cannot afford a seasoned showjumper. I do not have the privilege of being able to spend all my free time riding because I need to remain financially stable.

The most impactful challenge that I have faced as a young, queer Black equestrian is that I still feel alone. I still don’t see girls who look like me with bodies and identities like mine. I initially was not offered a spot on the team, and I couldn’t help but worry that it was because I am a size 12 and Black. I was still obese when I started riding again, and I really felt inadequate and refused to have group lessons. I didn’t feel like I belonged. It is isolating when you enter the show ring and your last name is the only one that is not said aloud. It is disheartening when you see the other girls on your team braiding each other’s hair but no one offers to do yours. I am grateful for the girls outside of my team that I have met at my barn. They fight for me, and they advocate for me. They support me and believe in me, even when I don’t. What I love the most about riding is that the horses don’t care what color I am, or if I date women and trans folks – they care that I love and respect them.

If I am awarded the OYES Scholarship, I would utilize the funds for anticipated expenses for the winter portion of our show season. My team competes in the North Zone of the Ontario Collegiate Equestrian Association (OCEA). Our lessons are $55 each and we are expected to take lessons once a week for 11 weeks. Each show costs $105 to enter, and there are roughly two to three shows a semester. Many of these shows are over an hour away and require me to drive and may require me to stay overnight, depending on the show’s location. The barn that I have been riding at since September of 2021, Kildare Stables, is the same barn where my team is based. If I am in receipt of the scholarship, I will use the funds to pay for the remainder of my show season and lessons. This will alleviate the financial stress that comes with moving to a new city and commencing graduate studies. Since I have now only attended one show, I want to be able to attend as many more within the OCEA as possible so that I can hopefully lease and show on a larger provincial circuit (i.e., the Trillium Hunter Jumper Association).

I want to continue to show throughout my adulthood. Prior to my first show, I truly thought that I would never have an opportunity to show because I did not compete as a child. I do not care about placing first, or becoming a division champion – I care that I can continue to fuel my heart and soul with a passion my grandmother and I share. I also want to feel confident when I try out for my next university’s equestrian team, and I want to be able to upgrade to a higher division. My first show gave me so much confidence, and it was reaffirming to hear how well I did and how far I have come. Riding is also a positive and non-academic self-esteem booster, and I am so grateful for my grandmother who shared her love of horses with me.

OYES Feature: Holly Lovejoy

OYES Feature: Holly Lovejoy

Holly is the Spring 2022 OYES Dream It Award recipient, sponsored by friends of OYES.

Throughout my life as a person with a disability, and especially throughout the past year, I have had to adapt and change more than I ever thought possible. Growing from a hippotherapy client at the age of 2, to a therapeutic rider at the age of 8, and integrating into able bodied programs shortly after seemed like a natural progression of my ambitious goals, and pursuit to be seen as successful and equal in both able-bodied sport, and life. 

Since my grant from the previous cycle, I find it almost surreal to reflect on my growth as a rider and as a person. Since competing in 2021 at the West Coast National Dressage Pony Cup with the aid of my previous grant, I have both allowed myself, and found support in my community to push again to the highest levels of para dressage. I have been able to connect with truly supportive friends, peers, and advocates through my desire to qualify for the Paris 2024 Paralympic team. I have begun to settle into a more productive and adult way of viewing myself in mind and body, and in creating my own pathways to expand my life and achieve my goals. 

This has included finding creative ways to expand my image and support myself financially. I have been able to partner with incredible sponsors such as The Dressage Pony Store (with LotusRomeo), Saddlery Dresch US, The Modern Horse, Equifit, Stable Mix, Riding Warehouse, HKM Sports Equipment, and more. I feel incredibly blessed to have these partnerships. It is an honor to represent high quality brands who support diversity in sport, and who understand the means behind getting to the top levels of sport when you have added physical, mental, and financial challenges as an athlete. 

I have also been able to earn the money for and pay for my own freestyle music and choreography, which was exciting and fulfilling both as an athlete, and as a woman growing into independent adulthood. I push myself further physically and mentally with what I am able to achieve, and in my reflection on my life; looking back on myself as a survivor of my own mind and body, and realizing just how much I have risen above my own previous ideas of myself and my situation.

In 2022, my team and I aim to pursue as high a level of competition as possible, particularly with my declaration as a USEF Open Rider in mind. I hope to be able to qualify for and attend the Festival of Champions at Lamplight Equestrian Center in Chicago. For the first time in 2022, Para Nationals will be included in this prestigious, invitation-only championship. As an athlete and an advocate for interabled integration, I am so excited to see how this will increase the visibility and competitive aspects of Para in the minds of all high-performance dressage riders.

“Going pro” truly makes me want to pinch myself. I have worked diligently in my lessons with USDF Gold, Silver, and Bronze Medalist Tracey Hill, pursued physical conditioning on my own, and spent many hours networking and brainstorming what I can do to pursue the sport despite a lack of financial means. My team and I continue to aspire to meet the international standards of Para Equestrian both on and off the horse. We may look at this path in our own way due to the abilities of my horse (a non-warmblood), and to my financial constraints, but hopes for the end result remain equally high in comparison to current US Paralympians. I can see my childhood dreams coming together into reality before my eyes. I am truly humbled and warmed by the people I have met along my way. 

I have been able to use my creative skills within the equestrian community, including video editing with Saddlery Dresch US for US Olympian Laura Graves, and becoming a published author with USDF YourDressage. For the first time in forever, I have been able to consider where I may belong in the world in the future. I love the idea of being able to use my creative talents and further involve myself in disability representation through some kind of marketing, business, or advocacy profession.

Funds are always an added challenge for someone with a disability and mental health diagnoses, and grants like OYES are vital in supporting competitive dreams for those of us who might not otherwise be able to. Visibility and diversity create a world of change and opportunity in equestrian sports. As the image of what it means to succeed expands, so does the ability to dream bigger and work harder to achieve my best in sport, and in life.


Read Holly’s YourDressage article below

Flying Close To The Sun – A Relentless Journey of Disability, Life, and Soul

By Holly Lovejoy

I don’t know if I ever would’ve learned the meaning of life without a horse. Sure, no one really knows the meaning of life, but as a kid growing up in a situation that often proved to be stranger than fiction, this became an even more complex and frustrating idea…. Read More

OYES Feature: Bryanna Tanase

OYES Feature: Bryanna Tanase

Bryanna is the Spring 2022 Dressage Dreamer Award recipient, sponsored by Optimum Equine.

My name is Bryanna Tanase, and I am a 23-year-old para-equestrian based in Trinity, FL. I was diagnosed with cerebral palsy at 11 months of age and, as a result, rely on a wheelchair for all my daily mobility and require assistance with most daily tasks. However, I like to focus on my capabilities rather than my disability, and horses help me do just that.

My love of riding and horses started with a trip to a farm in preschool where I became infatuated with a palomino pony, and my love has continued since then. Throughout my childhood, I only had small interactions with horses like pony rides at the zoo and piggybacking on vacation trail rides with my family because riding was inaccessible for me. So, I spent most of my younger years learning as much as I could about horses through books and movies and asking my parents for a pony every chance I had. It was during this time that my 10-or-11-year-old self-discovered dressage and paradressage through YouTube videos of Charlotte Dujardin, Laura Graves, Roxanne Trunnel, Rebecca Hart, and other well-known paraequestrian and able bodied riders. I fell in love with the sport and knew it was something I had to pursue and achieve the highest level of distinction in. 

It wasn’t until my parents enrolled me in the therapeutic riding program at Quantum Leap Farm in April 2016 that I was finally able to learn to ride and be around horses on a regular basis. I was 17 years old, so I waited 14 years for this day. I progressed and gained so much skill and confidence in the program that I took my first independent ride in December 2016 and have been riding independently since then. In addition to riding, I have also had the opportunity to be actively involved in the care of horses and building a bond with the horse I ride. 

I am engaged in the equestrian community through my social media like Instagram and Facebook and am advocating for greater inclusion of paraequestrians in the media and equestrian sport at large through writing articles for outlets like US Equestrian and Kerrits Equestrian Apparel for their diversity and inclusivity projects, respectively. I have also used my social media to educate others on cerebral palsy and the life experience of disabled people as a whole. 

My ultimate goal is to qualify for the US Paradressage Team and the Paralympics. I am aiming for the 2028 Paralympics in Los Angeles. To accomplish this, I have set a series of smaller goals for myself. One of these was to receive a combination of therapeutic riding and dressage training, which I am meeting through working with my current therapeutic riding center, Quantum Leap Farm, and a newer one, Emerald M Therapeutic Riding Center. I have developed a stable seat and am now working on establishing the first pillar of the dressage. I am also aiming to make it on the Emerging Athletes List for Paradressage within the next two years, which can be achieved by earning two scores of at least 60% at USEF affiliated shows or through the USEF/USPEA virtual judging program. Other goals I have are to master 20-, 10-, 8-, and 6-meter circles, to keep a horse on the bit in a natural, unforced manner, and to participate in other aspects of equestrianism besides riding. 

I audited my first clinic with Bill McMullin at LCH Equestrian in December 2020 and hope to attend more in the future, if I am able. One of my other big goals is to compete at the Paradressage National Championships, which take place in Tryon, NC, during October of each year. I rode in my first dressage clinic on June 26th, 2021, at Quantum Leap Farm. In exciting news, Cappy and I won our class in the Little Bit Therapeutic Riding Center Virtual Dressage Show in March with a 69.41%, my first blue ribbon ever! Cappy has been healing from laminitis since July, so I haven’t ridden him for a while, but I just started working with him again this March. A new horse named Giffin has also entered my life, and we are getting to know each other and preparing to re-enter the USEF/USPEA virtual judging competition in the summer. I am also riding in a clinic with Major Jeremy Beale, USDF Gold Medalist and two-time British Equestrian team on April 3rd.

I have overcome many challenges to become the equestrian I am today. The first is because of my physical health which also turns into a logistic problem. Many people in the equestrian industry are very wary of taking on students with a disability because of the liability involved. I cannot tell you how many times I have been turned away from facilities and told to go somewhere else despite my enthusiasm and want to learn because it is clear that the trainer and owner believed I would be too much of a headache to handle. If the attitude of the facility staff is not an issue, another roadblock comes in the form of the accessibility of the facility itself.

The main issue is that many stables in my area do not have a safe way for me to mount and dismount, but sometimes the accessibility can be so poor that I cannot get to the barn aisles to see the horses. Even if I suggest a solution to these issues that would not be too much of a hassle to implement, I am met with unwillingness to accommodate. Additionally, if we overcome the first two obstacles, there may not be a safe horse in the barn for me to ride. Sometimes, no matter how much the barn staff wants to help, there is no prudent way for me to ride and be engaged in the culture at a barn, so I must give up on the opportunity and try to find something else. I would like to branch out from therapeutic riding centers to experience an able-bodied dressage barn, but I cannot do that without support from the staff there. I passionately believe that the barn should be a safe place where everyone is welcome, and that there should not be separation between able bodied and para-equestrian riders. We should be able to share our love of horses together in harmony. 

Thankfully, because of the wonderful people at Quantum Leap Farm and Emerald M, I can ride despite this adversity. I have also overcome the social challenge of convincing my parents to let me pursue my athletic ambitions, after many disagreements, I won a battle well fought, and they now see that pursuing my equestrian dreams is something I am passionate about. My parents are a huge part of my support team and I am so grateful for all they have done for me. The encouragement and advice I receive from them is really motivating. I am the only equestrian in my family, and I am so proud to be one. I have moved into my own apartment in Trinity FL, and although I am employed part time, I am facing financial barriers. Not only do I have to pay for riding lessons and show fees, but also physical therapy to ensure that my body can keep up with the demands of riding. Riding is not just a hobby for me, it is a passion, and I hope to use my influence to ignite positive change in the industry and create opportunities for para-equestrians.

OYES Feature: Jay Cimineri

OYES Feature: Jay Cimineri

Jay is the Spring 2022 OYES Travel Award recipient, sponsored by friends of OYES.

My name is Jay Cimineri, and I am an autistic, transgender equestrian residing in the small town of Milton, Wisconsin. I received the Winter 2022 Platinum Stables Hunter Jumper Excellence Award, and I am truly thankful for the opportunity. This spring, I am hoping to receive more financial assistance to afford numerous shows this summer, along with starting training at a new barn.

I have been riding since I was a bright-eyed first grader and haven’t stopped since. After bouncing between many breeds along with numerous disciplines, I have discovered my admiration for the Arabian breed and working western disciplines. I have never met a kinder soul than one of the Arabian. This upcoming show season I am riding my trainer’s Arabian gelding, Chewbakka Bahim. Our goals for this season are to simply try our hardest at every show and enjoy my final year in the Junior division. Winning a few high points wouldn’t be bad, though!

I have many struggles with “fitting into” the equestrian community. I’m transgender, autistic, and I have numerous mental illnesses that have caused me immense hurdles in becoming a successful equestrian. With being diagnosed with autism in March of 2022, I understand myself more and why I have always felt like the odd one out. Of course, a diagnosis won’t fix everything, but it will help me learn more about my conditions and how to handle my issues in a better manner than before.

This applies to being an equestrian since I get very overwhelmed and have meltdowns frequently at shows. To an outsider, it looks like I’m being dramatic over not winning or my horse not performing as I asked, but that is far from the truth. It comes down to tiny things that set me off; whether it be the way my clothing feels, the humidity, noise levels, etc., these things affect me greatly at shows. I’ve been looked down upon frequently for these episodes I can’t control. I am getting much better, but it still happens regularly. I also have PTSD from falling off horses at shows, which affects my performance and confidence. I am working on these problems this show season, but it still is very frustrating and makes me feel helpless. 

The judging from others for being transgender also harms my mental health. I have seen numerous online posts from equestrian peers calling the LGBTQ+ community vile names and supporting hate. I feel uncomfortable at shows knowing I’m being judged for who I am and parts of me that I can not control. Some days I don’t even think I can show up and compete from the paranoia that my competitors despise me for my gender identity.

My previous scholarship helped me buy show chaps, a western saddle blanket, an English saddle pad, and pay for one open show. I am deeply grateful for everything OYES has done for me. I am trying to connect with my mentors as well. This spring/summer, the scholarship would help me afford my last year in the Junior division, along with making the jump to a new training facility. My trainer has let me know she plans on staying at college next summer, so my riding career with her and Chewie will sadly end this year. Chewie is my heart horse without a doubt, but his owner doesn’t currently offer lessons.

This means I need to find a new stable, preferably an Arabian or Morgan facility, to better my riding skills and advance my equestrian career. All Arabian/Morgan stables near me are about an hour away, so the scholarship would help pay for the travel fees. Currently, I can not justify the gas fees to train with these facilities, especially as I am unemployed due to my physical health issues and autism. I had to quit my job at a boarding facility due to extreme joint and ligament pain/instability, which I am currently looking into diagnoses and treatments for. My pain gets worse by the day, sometimes to the point where I can’t even open a door or turn on a light switch. I can’t seem to find a job that won’t hurt my body even more and also be fitting with my autism and anxiety. Being an equestrian is an expensive hobby, and I am only able to keep riding because my parents are helping financially.

Career-wise, I am most interested in a career with horses. I am deliberating on whether I should

attend college for equine science or not. If I decide to attend college for this specific path, I plan on attending UW-River Falls. My current trainer is a student in their equestrian science program and loves it. I am also considering veterinary lab work. The science of breeding and foaling greatly interests me. I am also looking into college programs for this path, but I am unsure of which to choose and how to accomplish these goals. Regardless of college, I want to move back to the East Coast, as I grew up there. I’ve found that the Midwest just isn’t for me. I need to decide which state is right for me and find active horse organizations. 

Lately, a vast majority of adults in my life are discouraging me from pursuing my goal of acquiring a career with equines. This has become hurtful and invalidating. I have been told

countless times there is no way I will ever be able to live off of horses, but it’s what my heart is telling me to do. No other career path even remotely interests me. I will be connecting with my mentors to get advice on making a career out of my passion for horses.

Despite my many struggles over the years, I have never once quit riding or working with horses. I have found they are my one true passion. The reward of creating a bond with an animal is one I will never take for granted. I can tell this point in my life comes to a fork in the road, and I need to take a leap to continue bettering my knowledge and riding. Assistance from OYES will help me greatly in achieving my goals as an equestrian. I appreciate everything this wonderful organization has done for both me and other equestrians!

OYES Feature: Emma Herspiegel

OYES Feature: Emma Herspiegel

Emma is the Spring 2022 Platinum Stables Hunter-Jumper Excellence Award, sponsored by Platinum Stables.

I remember the very first time I saw a horse up close. Watching a Spruce Meadows competition as a young child, clutching the railing and watching a rider and animal work together to accomplish an amazing goal. The feel of the wind gusting over me when they rushed past, the smell of sweat and grass and animals, the sound of hooves charging and leaping, and the sight of the arching body sailing over jumps taller than I was. Horses have always held a place in my heart, and many pieces of paper have been covered in drawings and scribbles from my youth, daydreaming of riding a horse the way the champions did. My name is Emma Herspiegel, and I am an eighteen-year-old equestrian, and riding is my dream. I live in Calgary, Alberta, Canada with my family and pets, all of whom I adore. My favorite pastime is to go hiking with my dog as often as possible. I also love kayaking, paddle boarding, cycling, reading and exploring.

The first time I rode was when I was very small at summer camp, but unfortunately, I did not get the chance to continue until recently. I am currently riding once a week in English riding hunter class on a lesson horse, and I have been riding for nearly two years now. I competed in the novice rider show ring circuit offered by the English riding schools around my town. Last year I competed at, and won multiple times, within the eighteen inch level. I also compete in the flat/equitation classes offered.

As this year’s show season approaches, I am hoping to move up to the two foot level alongside my eighteen inch rounds. I have been practicing and gradually moving up to the two foot range over the winter and am excited to show even once at this level. This is a big accomplishment for me, as I do not have my own horse to train on, and my time learning and practicing in the saddle is limited due to financial strain. My family cannot afford to pay the cost for lessons more than once a week. To make up for this deficiency, I try to do strength and endurance training as much as possible during the days I have outside the saddle.

My mother has always taught me the importance of dedication and hard work. As an immigrant from Nicaragua, she has always worked her hardest to look after and protect myself and my family. Her example is the guiding light in my life, and she has always encouraged me to follow my dreams and chase equestrianism with the same fire that I do anything else. At the same time, I am well aware of the financial difficulties faced by my parents, and I have often worked part time for my father’s landscaping company to help lighten the load the best I can. It was an exhausting job to work before school: waking up at 4 a.m. to shovel snow on properties, come back for classes, before going out and helping my father to finish his route. Afterward, I needed to complete all my homework for school before starting again the next day.

Despite the difficult schedule, these experiences taught me the importance of dedication and perseverance in the face of adversity. My mother’s birth country of Nicaragua is a place I visited a few years ago and a place I cherish. Something I have been deeply aware of growing up, was aware that there is no show jumping team for Nicaragua in the Olympics. I was never able to watch competitions from South or Central America growing up, with the Olympics being one of the only places I could see the sport on television. I knew that there are not as many Latinx equestrian competitors, especially from my own origins. Many of the names I grew up watching were of European descent, where the sport is much more prevalent.

Next year, I hope to enter the University of Calgary as a first-year student. My passion lies in zoology, and I have been given conditional acceptance into the Faculty of Science undergraduate program of Biological Sciences, and I am hoping to be accepted into the zoology major as well.

I aspire to continue riding throughout my university career, which I am aware will be difficult due to financial constraints. My long-term goals are a tad bit grander than my short term goals, but I am prepared to fight to make them a success. After completing my undergraduate degree, I hope to be accepted into the Royal Veterinary College in London. This institution has an equestrian show jumping team of their own, which I hope to compete with when I attend. After getting my degree, I dream of taking on an internship that will allow me to practice on wild and exotic species of animals.

My plans for a future career align with becoming an equine or wildlife veterinarian, or a wildlife biologist. Along with this, I have very large dreams for my riding career. Though it may seem very far-fetched and perhaps even impossible, I dream of one day owning my own horse and competing at high levels of show jumping, perhaps even Grand Prix level. I wish to be the person riding at a high level in the ring, soaring as a team over jumps that seemed much easier to conquer as a child. I long for that connection, that feeling of peace and thrill that comes with riding a horse.

OYES Feature: Jacquelynne Lau

OYES Feature: Jacquelynne Lau

Jacquelynne Lau and a chestnut horse

Jacquelynne is the Spring 2022 Dream and Scheme Horse Show Awardee, sponsored by Dreamers and Schemers.

My life began when I was nine years old: I rode a horse for the very first time at my current barn, Shady Lawn Ranch in Oakdale, Calif. Little did I know at the time that horse riding would have such a tremendous influence on life. Every minute spent around horses, learning, working, and growing allowed me to become the hard-working, ambitious, and dedicated person that I am today. The day I first put my foot in the stirrup was the day that marked the beginning of my transformational journey to who I am today. 

I have been riding for almost 13 years and started riding because as a little girl, I had a dream of learning how to ride just like every other little girl who loved horses. Although I do not come from a horse-established background, I was very fortunate to find a barn that was close to home and affordable. From the beginning, I have always paid for all of my lessons. Shady Lawn Ranch may not be the prettiest barn with fancy horses and the ability to travel and show, but I learned so much about horses in and out of the saddle. 

From the Shady Lawn Ranch riding program, I learned how to ride both western and english, but I am predominantly a western rider without a specific area of discipline due to my financial limitations preventing me from specializing. My goals as a rider have always been to continue improving my horsemanship skills, build more knowledge and understanding of the horse, and gain more experience in the horse world. Since I have excelled past the riding program at my home barn, it has been difficult trying to find other lesson barns that are affordable. In addition, as an individual who is a minority (Mexican and Chinese) and lacking coming from a horse–established background, it is even more difficult finding acceptance and understanding of my situation. I would love to have the ability to continue to support my riding and find another trainer who could help me further my riding skills and exposure. 

My biggest goal was to be able to own my very own horse. That dream came true in the summer of 2021 when I had the greatest opportunity of my life. Before that time, I was working as closely as I could during the COVID lockdown and through school restrictions with a red mare at my community college. Although horse riding has greatly molded me, this specific red mare came into my life and has been my greatest catalyst. Never could I have fathomed the tremendous impact one horse would have on me until I met Candy. 

Candy was a 15-year-old, unwanted, and very green mare with almost debilitating separation anxiety, but I felt deeply that there was much more to her. I had such a strong desire to buy her myself, but I knew my financial limitations would not allow me to keep a horse, especially when I was soon to transfer to a four-year college. Knowing how strongly I cared for Candy, my equine professor presented me with the best opportunity of my life. She said to me, “Buy Candy for five dollars, train her for the summer, and donate her back before transferring.” 

Candy never went back to my community college. I worked with Candy almost every day, determined that I could train this worried horse to not only be ridden, but also find relaxation and trust. I quickly fell in love with this horse and was amazed by her skyrocketing progress during that summer. Yet the most amazing part of this opportunity was that somewhere in between training this horse, I was the one who learned the most. With immense help from following a world-renowned horse trainer, Warwick Schiller, I discovered how to understand myself more deeply through attunement, mindfulness, and awareness. With the great transformation that Candy led me to, I knew before the end that I did not want to give her back. Despite my circumstances, I worked hard to find a way to keep her, and luckily I did. I was able to lease Candy to two young girls, which allowed me to afford to keep her while attending college away from home.

However, my college education expenses come first. Although my parents admire my passion for horse riding, it is my responsibility to pursue my higher level of education in order to support my passion for my future self. Besides doing my best to keep myself in horses and scraping up enough to continue lessons when possible, paying for my college education is my number one priority. I am currently a junior at California State University of Fresno and majoring in Animal Science with an Equine Science emphasis. Since moving from Escalon to Fresno, the access to horse riding was scarce. Luckily, I am able to spend a lot of my time outside the classroom volunteering at the Fresno State Quarter Horse Unit. As I have proven myself as a volunteer, I have earned the Head Rider student employee position and will begin my employment in August 2022.

I am proud of what I have been able to accomplish and become. My short-term goal is in the Fall of 2022 I would like to financially support myself to board my horse, Candy, with me during my last year of college. It has been extremely difficult not having her with me when I owned her for only four months before moving to Fresno. Any other awarded funds and earned savings would go directly to the care expenses for Candy such as board, farrier, vaccinations, deworming, and annual teeth floating. My future aspirations are to continue improving my skills and knowledge, and hopefully, someday be able to take my horse to a local ranch show or gymkhana.

OYES Feature: Jalila Nazerali-Ruddy

OYES Feature: Jalila Nazerali-Ruddy

Jalila Nazerali-Ruddy
Jalila Nazerali-Ruddy: Spring 2022

Jalila is the Spring 2022 Optimum Youth Equestrian Scholarship recipient, sponsored by Kerrits Equestrian Apparel.

My name is Jalila Nazerali-Ruddy, and I am a rising junior at Mount Holyoke College. I am double majoring in education and psychology! So far in my 20 years, I have lived in four different countries (Uganda, Sudan, Tanzania, and the US). My equestrian journey started around the age of five in Uganda, where I was born and lived for seven years, where I started riding thanks to my Mum (a former horsewoman herself!). Due to all the moving, my equestrian journey has been very start and stop. I started out with pony rides, and then during my years in Sudan, my Mum became my instructor. While in Tanzania, the rides consisted of bush trail rides and slightly uncontrolled beach rides. Once I moved to Vermont, I started jumping, but shortly after, I moved barns and started working with greener horses on the flat in both western and English and a lot of foundational work was dressage.

Since making the mounted roster at Mount Holyoke College, my riding goals have focused in on dressage and developing my knowledge, both mounted and unmounted, about the discipline. I would love to develop my skills in the saddle, not only for the purpose of showing but just to have the amazing yet unexplainable connection that is formed when a rider is able to find a connection with a horse.

My realistic plan upon graduating Mount Holyoke College is taking a few years and working at a barn full time, preferably a training barn or a low-key Dressage barn. I would then like to find a stable job as a teacher to be able to financially support taking lessons or even leasing or owning my own horse. Although showing is something that I enjoy and would like to do a few times, I do not see it as a big part of my life post college. On the side, I would like to run a small equine photography business. I would say I am on the right track to accomplish these goals because I am currently two years in working towards graduating with a teacher licensure. I have a summer camp job working as a riding and vaulting counsellor, and this is a job offer for life as this summer (2022) will be my 10th summer attending due to being a camper and counsellor in trainer. This camp is a second home, and at times, a first home. Photography-wise, I have been taking lots of equine photos for friends of mine, playing around with portrait photos, and I have recently been taking more action shots. I see my skills developing especially when it comes to editing and touching up.

On the more dream side, ultimately, I would like to lease my own barn and run a business training horses and offering boarding and lessons. Further out on the dream, I would like to stay in New England and become a diverse barn, working with schools and finding students of color who may take an interest in entering the equine world. The biggest challenges I have had to overcome/working on overcoming with being involved with riding are:

• Financial logistics. Since freshman year of high school, I have been funding my horse addiction. Although my Mum fully supports and encourages it, it has not been in her budget. I have worked off my lessons with chores, riding horses that need extra schooling, worked three jobs this past year at college, and kept close track of my spending. This past year has been especially hard financially with having to buy show clothing/items. I also had a fall during try-outs in the fall that both concussed me and broke my helmet. I was then unable to work/ride for a month. (Although, I still made the team and couldn’t wait to get back on!)

• Social challenges. Being a black equestrian in general is always a challenge. I always felt my skin color living in Vermont but even more so riding at MHC. Although a main attraction of Mount Holyoke is the equestrian center this past year, between all three teams (hunt seat, western, and Dressage) I am one of two black equestrians. The hunt seat and western has more diversity as it draws in many Asian international students but for Dressage, I am the only person of color on my team and very often at shows too.

• Inconsistent availability to ride/Transport. As I do not have a car when on campus, I rely on the bus or a rental car to go ride and spend time with my project lease horse Robyn. During the warmer weather, it is inconvenient as I must schedule around the bus and then walk 30 mins to the barn and another 30 to the bus so as a college student, it takes a big chunk out of my day. My other option is ZipCar which, although I don’t have to pay for gas, I can only afford book it for around 2 hours which is never enough time since it takes 15 minutes to drive there.

If I were to receive the scholarship, part of it would go towards my Dressage Team Fee riding lessons at college. The rest would go towards Robyn, my project lease horse! I would split it between her basic needs as well as things that would help us progress further. For example, I would love to trailer her to my school and have a proper lesson with her and my coach so I can get a second opinion and guidance/direction of what to work with her as well as being able to go out and see her more often.

The money that would go toward the Dressage fee or PE lesson will help me in the future because it would enable me to practice and gain more in saddle experience. Not only that, but by being taught I am able to pick up tips and tricks when I become the instructor. The money that goes towards Robyn is important because as it stands right now, I do not see myself ever making showing a significant part of my life post-graduation. I really enjoy working with green horses and horses who are more challenging, as it can be a very rewarding task. It has helped my confidence grow and has become a way to ride in an environment where the color of my skin is not even a conversation starter. I would love to go into training horses as a profession and working with Robyn has been a step into that world. Back in September, although she has the sweetest ground manners, when I first started riding her, she would back and rear and even just drop and roll and do anything and everything in her power to not be worked. But watching her and helping her improve and enjoy being worked has been a reward bigger than any show prize.

OYES Feature: Leetal Shelemay

OYES Feature: Leetal Shelemay

Leetal is the Winter 2022 Dreamers & Schemers Horse Show Awardee, sponsored by Dreamers & Schemers.

Hi there! My name is Leetal Shelemay, and I am 17 years old. I fell in love with horses and riding when I was 6 years old, and I did a week of pony camp during the summer. I still remember all the horse books and magazines I read to prepare myself for the experience (I use the term “read” loosely as I mostly just looked at pictures). I specifically remember learning how to hold the reins, practicing on pretty much any variety of rope or string that I could get my hands on because I knew I wanted to blow everyone away with how good I was for my first time on a horse. Writing this now makes me think of how little has changed, I still aim to impress every time I sit in the saddle. I continued to go to that same camp for a week each summer until I finally convinced my parents to take lessons at a local riding school at 9 years old. We arranged that I would pay $5 towards every lesson I took, and I continued to do this for my weekly lessons until my parents were convinced of my commitment to the sport. It’s been 8 years since then, and I’ve been to so many different kinds of facilities trying to get all the best experiences I could get. My current short-term goals are to continue competing in the hunter/jumper/equitation disciplines and to get as much hands-on experience as I possibly can. 

After graduating this year (class of 2022) I will most likely be staying here in Ottawa, Ontario to attend the University of Ottawa in the International Business program which I have been accepted to for early admissions with a scholarship, then to a combined law-MBA program. I then plan on pursuing a career either at an international law firm or in management. I currently hold the role of external representative for a student-led law society, which has helped me make many connections in the law industry.

            My experiences as an equestrian have been bittersweet, but horses have always been an outlet for me throughout all my mental health struggles. At many points it was difficult to stay involved in the sport, knowing the unfortunate reality of the financial commitment it requires and what that means for my goals. It’s difficult not to be discouraged, but I have been lucky enough to have a great support system of people I have met through horses. My mental health situation has been difficult since I was very young, but riding taught me how to deal with my emotions properly. My love of animals and passion for mental health were realized when I worked with my mentors at mindyourmind, a division of Canada Service Corps, to create an initiative that brings people and animals together. I plan to launch this program once I start university next fall and am so excited to see it come to life. 

            When I get in the saddle I have to learn to separate my emotions and be 100% present in the saddle and there for my horse. I have found a great barn and a coach that can help me work through my mental barriers. I part board a talented warmblood, Zizi, from my coach and would love to see our hard work play out into the show ring this summer.

OYES Feature: Karli Davis

OYES Feature: Karli Davis

Karli Davis

Karli is the Winter 2022 Eternal Student Lesson Award, sponsored by Optimum Equine.

My name is Karli Davis, I’m 22 years old, currently residing in St. Petersburg, Fla., and I am a senior at the University of South Florida with plans to graduate Fall 2022. I was introduced to horses in elementary school when I was about 9 or 10 years old. There was another girl in my class who was already involved with horses, and I really wanted to be her friend because of that. I don’t remember what made me want to get into horses prior to her, but that girl was the match to the fuse. One conversation led to another, and pretty soon I was taking lessons.

My current riding goals are focused on Natural Horsemanship. I want to learn how to establish a partnership with a horse, no matter if it’s just a respectful working relationship, like coworkers, or as deep as inseparable friends who are eager to be with each other every second of every hour. I want to understand his language and signals. I want to learn how to work with him and talk to him. Riding is the simple part. I want to connect with a horse’s mind and heart, not his back. Once I get his heart, the rest of him will follow. My secondary goal is learning Western Pleasure. My previous lessons at other facilities have been focused on some interesting combinations of riding (ever heard of Wanglish? Western English?), but none have been specialized in one area. I went through a lot of trainers early on at one of the first barns I started at. With each new trainer, I had to work from the ground up again as we got to know each other. As a result, for a couple years I didn’t really learn anything new. I did develop a killer seat, though. Now, I’m slowly getting back in the saddle and working on achieving that great seat I once had. This time, I’d like to focus on one style of riding. Perhaps in the future I’ll move onto something else like barrel racing or show jumping, as those areas of riding interest me, too.

My future ultimate goals are to own a horse, and to be so comfortable in my knowledge of horses that I’m confident enough to try and work with him on my own. Teamwork goes a long way in the horse world. Everyone at the barn helps each other where they can, from answering a simple question to discussing any problem areas they’re facing. I don’t expect to have all the answers, and I’m fine with that. I’d never shun a lesson or an opportunity to learn something new once I’ve hit my goal, but I want to be confident and competent enough to know that I can try to help myself and my horse should no one be available. You learn how to drive before you buy your first car. Currently, I’m still at “stage one.” I’m slowly learning the 7 games in Natural Horsemanship with an amazing trainer and her horses, whom I have worked with in the past, and working on my seat and balance after being out of the saddle so long and inconsistently.

However, staying in the horse world isn’t easy. I fell out of it for years, only riding off and on when I had the money to do so. Lesson prices began to creep higher, and pretty soon spending $200-$300 a month was becoming harmful to my finances. My mental health is the biggest detriment to staying involved with horses. When I first fell out of it, I was hospitalized for a while for depression and suicidal thoughts. I stopped riding for about 5 or 6 years even though horses made me so happy. My depression had such a strong grip on me that I couldn’t get back to what I loved.
In December 2021, I reached out to one of the old barns I rode at to get in touch with the trainer there. She specializes in Natural Horsemanship. I remember her first demonstration to me and my mother years ago when we first stopped by to ask about lessons. That memory has stuck with me for years. Reaching out was hard for me to do. I worried she wasn’t there, or had forgotten me. She was still teaching, and I was very relieved to know she remembered me. Being back at the barn has done wonders for my mental health, and I’ll do whatever it takes to make sure I don’t fall out again.